Monologuing

I find myself “in like” with a very unlikely character who has appeared in my life.  The thing is, there are a lot of things.

I think that Spring is sneaking up on me and wants me to have butterflies.

We shall see!

Hey you.  Long time no see.  I hear you’re in pain, recovering from some shit.  You are in my thoughts because I want you to have a speedy recovery.

But I don’t want to dream about you.

You’ve been in my dreams a lot lately, and I always seem to be hiding from you.  I think you were the only guy I ever felt a connection with who also gave me butterflies and made me smile endlessly.  My heart has obviously taken control of these dreams now.

So why am I hiding from you?

I need to put something else on my mind.