wake up and sigh

Dear soulmate, wherever and whoever you are,

Please never make me feel like shit, or second-best, or as if I am worthless. If you truly do exist, know that although I may never voice how I feel about you, I truly do feel it and I will make sure you know. You’re the only thing on my mind, ever, and I hope that it’s the same for you. The fact that I’ve gone all in should not make you call, but rather raise the pot. I’ve been hurt too many times but I will never give up.

So, my soulmate, please find me.